
Saugatuck Congregational Church, UCC
© Alexander P. Floyd Marshall
April 19, 2015
Scripture: Acts 3:1-19
In the church where I grew up, a mid-sized evangelical Bible church just outside of Memphis, we took communion by passing a plate of crackers and those trays with the little shot-glasses of grape juice down each row of seats.
We also, like most evangelical churches, put an especial emphasis on personal conversion: the choice of “salvation.”
When I was a young child, the most striking thing I gathered from the stories I heard about older people’s journeys to that choice was that, it seemed to me, when you “were saved” you were supposed to feel really different because something had really dramatically changed inside you. Some of the adults I heard tell their stories really had been dramatically saved from things like addiction, but as a six-year old I didn’t really comprehend that: I just understood that whatever this salvation thing was, it was “different” feeling. And anyway, the real benefit of being an “official Christian,” in my six-year-old head, was that it meant I got to eat the little crackers and drink the juice on the first Sunday of every month when we took communion.
For a while after I decided to “accept Jesus” for myself, I did feel different, probably because so many adults in our church went out of their way to congratulate this little six-year-old “new believer.” But after a while the feeling faded and I started to have some doubts about whether or not it had really worked.
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